Advice for people, and for my future self, choose your friends wisely. It doesn't matter if they're popular or they have other friends who hate you for no reason.bDon't focus on them. Focus on what matters, yourself and school. I know school can be tough, but you need more discipline, so instead of sulking and thinking you won't be good enough, deal with it and work on the improvement. Being alone might be petrifying and isolating, but you'll get through more without distractions. You'll then find school to be amusing and actually pleasurable. Get that scholarship that you worked hard for and prove to everyone that you don't and never needed them. Although, if you're going to focus on school, make sure to focus on yourself too. I know focusing on too many things is draining, but don't stop until you can't do it mentally and physically. That's when you have to take a break. Until then, don't give up. You are good enough and you can do it. A couple of years left and you'll be out pursuing anything your heart and brain wants. You just have to work for it and get to that, you need discipline. Get up and just do it. Thank me when you're out there achieving what you were brought into this world for. If you change your mind on your career path, just know, you will find what you love.You only need to complete two things, enjoy life and die satisfied and completed.
Sincerely, your past self