I'm not sure if I'm depressed. I mean, I'm not sad. But I'm not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, but sometimes when I'm alone at night I forget how to feel..



I'm not a human, I'm a spaghetti noodle. 



I'm here because I want to read. 
My favorite thing to read is angst and fantasy. 





Silence gives me space. 





The 'I lied, I'm dying inside' lyrics represent every depressed person. 

I've been hurt in the past
I've been hurt in the present
The smile on my face ain't the feelings represented in my head
Oh I'm sorry I'm alive
I been wishing I was dead from a very young age
So tell me how you feel
Well I'm feeling just fine
That's a lie that I been telling my entire fucking life
I feel sluggish
I feel tired
I feel worthless
Uninspired
Every time I wake up in the morning I just wanna fall asleep again





New account btw because I'm lonely on my other one.