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Part 2 is up now!

Uh
          
          So i’ve got the next chapter ready to upload
          
          Um… it’s 8,033 words…
          
          I’ll upload it tomorrow morning after I have AJ read over it, which i do every time i have something to upload-
          
          But i really hope the wait is worth it, we have Gem POV up next and a ‘guest’ pov after that from a certain blazeborn-

My neighbours(two very lovely men, they’re married and cool) have a cat named Kevin, who loves to escape and hide in our landlady’s hostas outside our front window- 
          
          So every so often, like what just happened, my neighbours will be standing on the sidewalk staring at the hostas, and my entire family knows that the cat’s probably there- and today he was, screaming and hissing as he was picked up and carried indoors
          
          I love that cat, he’s hilarious-

what the hell united states of america.
          
          just. 
          
          just what the hell.
          
          i have nothing more to say to you all.
          
          good luck figuring out why everyone else hates your guts, it's plain as day to us all.
          
          have fun in four years when you get out of this mess and find that no one wants to help you dig yourselves out of this pit of shame and shambles.

Happy Canada Day to any possible fellow Canadians on here-

do you ever meet a person, through friends or otherwise, and just know that you don't like them without knowing them at all?
          
          there's a person like that in my life. and it used to be fine- i wasn't fond of them but we got along- they viewed me as one of their best friends despite us barely knowing anything about each other
          
          but then they just stopped talking to me- for various reasons i won't disclose we haven't spoken since early march, other than a brief good morning i sent a week and a half ago, and them bombarding me with messages in all caps at the beginning of june
          
          normally this wouldn't bother me, i have another friend overseas on an exchange program in germany and we don't talk much, but she knows me and i know she actually cares and i can't wait to see her again
          
          so the silence bugs me, and is also a relief at the same time- i'm glad they don't really talk to me anymore, because they barely let me speak, but also i hate the silence because if you're gonna treat someone like a really good friend and say as such, you can at least talk to me more than when you just need someone to rant to because no one else is available, whether that rant is good or bad
          
          lastly, if anyone knows who i'm talking about (looking at you AJ, you know my life, we talk almost every moment of the day that we can) then please be decent humans and don't give them grief, i don't want other people hating each other on my account (though i doubt that'd happen)
          
          apologies for the rant, it's most likely unwanted- go back to having a good day if you can, people, or a good night-

This is more attention than i’ve gotten in months. Thank you, everyone. The appreciation means a lot
          
          Though to be honest i’m not quite sure how i feel about it all

New chapter just up- sorry it’s taken so long, i hope it’s worth the wait-

My socials teacher was wearing a ‘Trans Rights Are Human Rights’ shirt
          
          I really can’t express how much I appreciate them (she goes by she/they) and i really am grateful they do this :)

Been thinking of making a pronouns page. But that’s also kind of the last thing i want to do, because it makes me uncomfortable whenever people *ever* (and i really really do mean ever) talk about LGBTQIA+ stuff with me(i’ll elaborate) but it would be useful i guess
          
          And my reason for that wording is because i don’t know what I am. And i really hate that. Don’t misunderstand me, I’m a very strong supporter of LGBTQIA+ rights and of the group in general, but the absurd amount of discomfort i get when people ask me stuff about my gender or sexuality or pronouns or even when people talk about their own gender and sexuality and all that is ridiculous, and so i avoid it more often than not
          
          But having the page would be simpler i guess- what do you guys think
          
          Happy Pride guys (i really mean it, i hope it all goes smoothly for everyone)