Hi, how are you all doing? I just wanted to give a small update. Over the past few months, I’ve been struggling mentally, which is why I wasn’t able to write.
To be honest, I don’t think I can continue Niko’s story anymore. I’ve been trying to avoid writing things that make me feel sad. I’ve also been thinking of changing the plot of DITCT, because from the very beginning, it already carried a heavy plot. Narealize ko lang na, it reflects how toxic my mindset used to be.
It was not healthy.
If you’ve noticed, most of my stories revolved around death and mental health issues. Palaging may mga characters na kinukuha ni Lord. I always said I wrote to heal and as my coping mechanism too. But eventually, parang mas nagiging heavy, ang bigat magsulat eh. Hindi ko matapos-tapos TSHB kasi di ko talaga kaya :"(
Parang nasira din yung flow state ko after writing yung book 3. HAHAHAHA
That’s why I decided to take a break. I'm taking medications too and so far, so good naman. Sana tuloy-tuloy na. :)))
Happy holidays to everyone!
