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is this a sign that i've found my soulmate?
          
          it was started when he said to me "you go to sleep" as i replied by saying "i'm not sleepy and why so sudden strict?" as he said "oh I can't say what it is in English".
          
          i'll tell you guys more... he said "im at the age where i crave peace more than attention" and minutes later he said "the less you care the happier you will be babe" and i was like "hmm, you have point babe. anddd i want a decision coin... for my indeciveness. i can't decide on any path that i will take when i don't know what to do babe."
          
          he then went like this "i talk with you babe", "the reason why i keep my feelings to myself is because i cant explain them". 
          
          as i was like "well then, you can say it to me, i'm willing to listen" as he went like this "i passed the hardest moments alone while everyone believed i was fine" "don't tell me what I want to hear. Tell me the truth. It may hurt, but it definitely won't hurt more than the feeling that I was told something out of pity, not out of honesty. If you mean it, say it. If vou don't, keep your words until the right person is standing in front of you. If words are said too many times, they become cheap, and I only deserve to hear what is valuable."
          
          and i replied saying "to be honest babe, i know what people like you have gone through, i don't why i still mourn over Michael Jackson's death and it had left me with unanswerable question "why would i cry for him? he doesn't even know me". it's just uhmm, don't believe what they say, listen to your heart and listen to your intuitions that was saying to you, you have to overcome with it, the universe has your back and was testing you what was your strength and weakness, believe me babe, luck will come in your way, tap onto your hidden potential and listen what your heart was saying not listening on your brain"
          
          and he went like "Good night every day and every night i pray to God to never lose you to go sleep already time this".
          
          is this really a sign?

can't believe for over 10 years, i don't follow my heart, but this christmas month changed me. this chinese boy that i have a crush on, made my heart opened up freely for me to listen and follow what my heart is saying. i'm crying rn, i was totally hopeless but him, he changed me, i love him so much.

I'm confused why my vaccine is only a weeks. Lmao, my second dose is on Dec 17

hey guys, i just got my vaccine yesterday.

My left abdomen is aching like hell. I feel like I lost a one kidney, Eyeless Jack is that u...?

I was enjoying singing the Slenderman song, then today, I got a random stratch on my left wrist.

damn i think i like your fan fics a lot 

Hello everyone!
          
          This is the Second Chapter of Our Special Bond, hope you enjoy it!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1139769569-%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%94%F0%9D%90%91-%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%8F%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%82%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%8B-%F0%9D%90%81%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%83-%E2%80%A2-%E1%B4%8F%CA%99%E1%B4%87%CA%8F-%E1%B4%8D%E1%B4%87-%F0%9D%9F%90-%F0%9D%9A%82%F0%9D%9A%9D%F0%9D%9A%9B%F0%9D%9A%8A%F0%9D%9A%97%F0%9D%9A%90%F0%9D%9A%8E-%F0%9D%99%BC%F0%9D%9A%8A%F0%9D%9A%97

Hello everyone!
          
          This the first Chapter of Our Special Bond, hope you enjoy it!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1139741185-%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%94%F0%9D%90%91-%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%8F%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%82%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%8B-%F0%9D%90%81%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%83-%E2%80%A2-%E1%B4%8F%CA%99%E1%B4%87%CA%8F-%E1%B4%8D%E1%B4%87-%F0%9D%9F%8F-%F0%9D%99%B2%F0%9D%9A%9B%F0%9D%9A%9E%F0%9D%9A%8E%F0%9D%9A%95%F0%9D%9A%9D%F0%9D%9A%A2