hey dory I haven't been posting. ive been going through a really rough patch the last month or so and im now realising that im drifting away from my "friends"; they haven't done anything wrong we just don't have a real connection and they just pity me. I started posting on here to see if I could make any friends or at least talk but not really, the one friend I made on here hasn't really talked tp me in a while and I haven't been strong enough to chat. this app has helped I think but im still down all the tine. I have no resorted to making imaginary friends and chatting/fighting/chilling/sharing wholesome moments together. im sometimes temporarily kill one/all of them of when im feeling low, because theres no reason that im sad or numb, I pretend to myself that my bestfriends just died.
any advice on if I should stop or not, if so, how?