Quokka_44

They call it home,
          Yet I keep searching for the door.
          
          A daughter made of "almost,"
          A child made of "not enough."
          
          Somehow I became
          Too much to carry,
          Yet never enough to keep.
          Maybe I'm just a guest
          In a place I'm supposed to call home.
          
          Always apologizing for taking up space,
          Always wondering
          What it must feel like
          To finally belong.

I changed my profile picture because why not? (Okay... mostly because Han looks WAY too good in that picture. )
          
          Also, did you know lilies are my favorite flowers??
          Hope my pookies are okay <333

Hiiiii!

hello fellow stay

Round 1 of ZOMBIE STAGE is out omggg LETS GO LESBIANS YAYYY 

RUN IT IS SO PEAK MY FRIENDS 
          The visuals in the MV are JEVEIZHZHZGZ AND AND AND THE HAN & CHANGBIN RAP AT THE END????
          They all look so DAMN fine  (Han in gloves can eat me, kill me, kidnap me, whatever.)
          THE CHOREO TOO OMGGGG
          I SWEAR THIS SONG IS GOING TO BE AN ANTHEM.
          RUN IT EVERYWHERE ALL AROUND THE WORLD ‍♀️‍♀️‍♀️

HUH GUYS GUYS GUYS I NEVER GASPED THIS LOUD OF MY ENTIRE LIFE HOLY MOLY 
          
          A STRAY KIDS COMEBACK PLUS A FRICKING WORLD TOUR ??? MY HEART OMGGG 
          ITS BEEN ONE HOUR I SCREAM IN MY HOUSE VSODHZLSVZIZVZLFV
          AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Music people, I need your help ✋
          Give me artists, albums, or songs to listen to!
          
          My music taste is all over the place — one minute I'm listening to Stray Kids, the next it's Bad Omens, and then suddenly Laufey 
          
          So literally recommend me ANYTHING. I love discovering new music, and I'll come back with my thoughts after listening ✨
           
          
          BIG hug to all of you <33
          
          ✨️

Your Bio is kind ♡♡♡¡

Hey, I’m just going to talk for a bit. I don’t even know if anyone will see this, but honestly, that doesn’t matter. I just need to get some things off my chest.
          Lately, I haven’t been doing very well, and I’ve kinda relapsed ?Yeah... I’m really not proud of myself for that. My mental health hasn’t been in the best place recently, and to be honest, I don’t really know what to do anymore.
          I feel like I’m becoming a meaner person because of it, and then I end up feeling guilty, which only makes everything worse. It’s like I’m stuck in this endless cycle that I can’t break out of.
          I also feel like I’m way too dependent on other people. But my friends — the few I have — honestly mean everything to me, and I don’t want to lose them.
          The problem is that next year, my two best friends are transferring to a different school, and I’m scared that our bond will slowly fade because of the distance and the time apart.
          Sometimes it feels like they could live perfectly fine without me, while I can’t imagine living without them.
          
          I'm sorry, and I honestly don't know why I've decided to talk about this here of all places, but I just needed to tell someone. Even if nobody has an answer, at least I'll have gotten it off my chest.
          Lately, I feel like I'm losing myself. No matter what I do, it seems like I end up hurting the people I care about most, and I hate myself for it.
          I don't know how to be myself anymore without feeling like I'm causing damage to the people I love.
          Help me? lol
          Big hug to all of you
          Please take care of yourselves my lovelies and please don't end up like me. <33