Not that I'm being bitter or anything. It's just that it's surprising to me when people can just get 400k- 1 million views in their books, and I can't even get 10 views a day.
It's been long since a wrote a book, cause the last book I published, was just 200 views, and it took weeks before it changed to 300 views.
Am I cursed or something?...or is it my fault?
I mean, they're even worst book in Wattpad that have gotten more fame than my book. I just don't know where I'm wrong. What am I not doing right?
I love writing. I really do, but I can't seem to pick myself back up again. It's sad really...
I sometimes can't help but feel like the must unlucky person in the world
I want to write too.
I want to share that passion with people,
And I want people to support me while at it,
But I only slipped once, and since then I can't even publish a book.
I wrote a book 5 years ago,
But because of my lack of confidence,
I deleted it.
And since then, I've been struggling with writing a book, cause I'm always thinking that 'it's not good enough'
I don't know what to do at all.
I don't know what my problem is,
But it's all in my head
The doubt
The fear
I haven't published a book here, for five years now
I'm still living in my old wound,
And I can't seem to get out of that little cage that I had forced myself in
I need to wake up
This isn't a poem...
I'm just pouring my thoughts here.
I need to find my passion to love forward, else I'll go mad soon...
