Ctyj

The past days, i felt like the whole world is against me. I have just felt a little bit better about myself and now, I'm back in the fucking ditch again. This is me losing every bit of hope. My mind is filled with negativity and self harm. And I badly want to, I already did. But it doesnt ease a thing. Im exhausted and im fuxked up

Lost. Exhausted. Lost.

Sana manlang inatapos niyo yung araw bago maging ganto. Hahahahha tangina naman ang bigat

Ha.ha.ha. me wanting to disconnect only ending up being a dumptruck of emotions once again. Im not in the right fuckin headspace rn 

Hahahaha. Di maka deactivate sa lahat cause of thesis, tags, orders and shit but damn i just wanna shut off the world if i could. This is so exhausting. Fvckin tired

Mentally exhausted

Why tf do i feel like shit. Pakiexplain? HAHAHAHA

Gustong magalit sa mundo pero ano bang laban ko?

Kalmado pa pero kalmado ba?

Di pa ready kaluluwa ko talaga