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Anytime<3

@Peyton_loves_swype that is definitely not just you, I'm like that too, and thank you for the clarification because I was really confused.

Your not a sociopath you simply have just had enough with emotions, learned how to turn most of them off and just genuinely don’t care about anything or anyones feelings anymore, fake smiles and laughter. Try to do your best at stuff but then think well what’s the point? And don’t tell anyone how you feel because you can’t trust anyone anymore or if you tell people and just change out of the blue have no reason they will think your crazy and say “well I can’t help you because there’s not a real reason you feel this way.”  Or when you try to tell your friends thinking well they will for shore help and you realize you really don’t have any friends because you’ve lost them all because they claim your “changing” and ur like well wtf am I supposed to do about that? But you have 1 best friend that’s always been there for you and you don’t want to tell them because your scared that their just going to walk away and find somebody better than you? And Your parents know something is wrong but you can’t tell them because I don’t want them to leave or something because my moms left me before and I’m scared she’ll do it again so you just keep telling them that your “tired” or “fine” and your whole playlist is sad songs. And when you sit in bed staring at the ceiling with ur headphones in blasting your music. Then realization hits you. And your just slowly fading away. Or is that just me? 

@l_i_l_l_i_t_h yep
            she is so  racist

@l_i_l_l_i_t_h  hi