🔥 Firestarter Ryn 🔥

So my amazing Co writer @OpalOwl1988 and I have some exciting news. The Outcasts will be a series. The latest book Camping with the Outcasts will be book 1 while Outcasts in the Basement will be book 2. You can read either of them on their own but you will struggle to understand the characters. Both books will be available on my page and on her page. We hope you love reading them just as much as we love writing them x

So I have been away a lot but I have started writing a new book. Yay! I have also been helping to co-write another book too. 
          
          I have an amazing co-writer. She is my best friend, soul sister and we absolutely share a brain cell. She means the world to me and I'm so happy that she has let me help her with her book the way she's helps with mine. @Opalowl1988 I love you bitch 
          
          The books we are writing are Blood Lust on her page. It's a sexy vampire novel that will make you laugh and cry. The love story between Odinn and Amora is worth staying up all night to read. The characters are loosely based off people in our lives and its definitely worth a read.
          
          And Outcasts in the Basement on my page. Outcasts is also based on real people including myself and Opal (I'll let you guess who is who in Blood Lust) The book is written based off of our discord chats with some amazing people in our lives. Almost all of the dialogue in the book are direct quotes. Including the smut . The book does have their real names in it and we really do all hang out on twitch and tiktok so if you see anything in the book you like snd want to talk to any of us and join the community you are more than welcome to talk to the real people behind the characters.

Guys this shout put is dedicated to @OpalOwl1988. Opal is one of my closest friends and she has just written an amazing book called blood lust that I think everyone should go read. It is honestly one of the best books I've read in a long time and I think it needs to be shared with the world so please go to her profile and read this amazing book. 

Decided to keep a not so secret diary on here called my vebt book. Everything in it is real and what I have gone through for my whole adult hood

10 things I hate about you.
          
          10 your selfish
          9 your jaded
          8 the dumbest guy I've dated
          7 talk a big game till your naked
          Only 6 seconds then I had to fake it
          5 your toxic
          4 can't trust you
          3 you still got daddy issues
          2 years of your bullshit I can't undo
          1 I hate the fact that you made me love you.
          
          
          Most relatable song ever

Found out this morning my entire 2 years relationship was s lie. He'd been cheating on me the whole time. Fucking twat. I'm so over him and ready to move on with someone who actually worth me. I'm worth so much more than how he treated me 

You ever just want to scream over everything but you can't. My ex is being such a dick but I can't scream over it cause no matter what I do he always makes me out to be the bad guy until I start to feel as though I am and feel guilty about it. The only reason I still talk to him is because he has my cat and ill be damned if I'm leaving him behind with her. Unfortunately as a homeless girl with no income and a broken foot I can't take her yet meaning I have to put up with his bullshit until I can which could take months. 
          
          I haven't even seen her in nearly 3 weeks. She's my baby, my best friend and my emotional support animal that I haven't seen in weeks. I can't go to his cause if I show up he'll phone the police on me and all of this is because I became friends with the next door neighbour and he decided to hate her because she lived next door.
          
          Told me that I was allowed friends just not ones that lived next door cause they were "too close" for his liking. When I told him he can't control my life he kicked me out onto the street at 2am with a broken foot and called the police so I was taken to hospital in the back of a police car. 
          
          We lived in a very posh area and he thinks that isn't going to draw in unwanted attention all I fucking wanted was someone to talk to outside the house since I was his gf and his 24/7 disability carer so I didn't get to go our other than to smoke cigarettes. Am I the asshole cause he's starting to make me think I am.
          
          Is it really that bad to be friends with the next door neighbours and go over for a cuppa. Cause I've now lost everything. My bf, my house, my cat, the money I got from caring for him all because I made a friend.

Today is day 13 of my broken ankle and I spent 5 hours at the hospital waiting for an xray that I was supposed to have at 11am I didnt get until 3pm.
          
          The xray itself required my cast to be off and they made me not only put full pressure on my broken ankle but also made me climb up steps that reached my knee. Then the nurse left me in the wrong waiting room until the doctor found me. 
          
          I was expecting a new cast to be put on and instead the only thing holding my bone in place to heal is a sock and a boot made of velcro.
          
          Now my mum suddenly thinks that means im able to do shit and has spent all day telling me "the cast is off so therefore it should be easier. You can walk now and just climb into the bath." 
          
          Just because im in a fucking velcro shoe doesn't mean my foot is healed. I got told to stop acting like im the first person to ever break a bone when I slipped and hit my foot and couldnt keep back the tears.
          
          On top of this its a fucking heatwave at 30+ degrees. By the time I left the hospital both me and my dad were hot, bothered, starving, fed up and arguing over McDonald's or KFC to the point that I had to reassue security of the hospital and 3 nurses that I wasnt being kidnapped or abused and they didnt need to call the police.
          
          I spent so long in hospital I couldnt go to my meeting at the job centre so I didnt get paid my benefits for job seeking and unable to work allowance. im in pain, my bone is relying on a sock to heal and Im in debt, couldnt get a birthday gift for my cousin or my brother my dad a fathers day gift for Sunday
          
          2 weeks ago I had full mobility, a house, a boyfriend, a job interview and a new friend to spend the summer with. All of that is gone cause I had 1 fucking glass of pink gin.
          
          So after all ive gone through everything can get fucked and burn in the firey pits of hell 

I'm so bored. I'm currently on week 2 of being bed bound cause I broke my ankle after getting drunk at the queen's jubilee. Last week I was in hospital but this week I've been home with my parents.
          
          My relationship broke down that same night and even though we are civil with each other it's still hard. I haven't seen him or our cat since that night and I probably won't for another 2 weeks.
          
          I need something to do other than sleep and try to walk only to hurt myself more. I've had to have my cast replaced twice slready with another appointment on Friday. Broken bones fucking suck

If anyone out there still reads my content I've started a new book that is completely different to all the other books I've written. This will be my first nonfanfiction horror story. Paradise Island. 
          
          18+ only. Contains violence, blood, gore, death, mentions of possible triggers and swearing. 
          
          If you are offended by any of these then DO NOT READ. I have given you a warning so of I dont expect to see comments about how something has offended you. 
          
          Updates will be slow as i do tend to disappear for a while. Also this book is actually based on a dream I had so if anyone tries to accuse me of plagiarism again just know this book was invented by my brain during a very bad time in my life in the form of a dream