Hello babies I am like slightly really excited yet also on the tipping point of sobbing because the love of my life is going back home over a thousand miles away tomorrow. I’m not sure how to deal with this but I’m in so much pain. I was finally able to actually give them what they want. I got to hold them and feed them and let them rest and hopefully help them feel safe enough and loved enough. We fed parakeets and ran around doing random crap everywhere, we snuck into my closed elementary school playground. I never want it to end. I love you. Please stay safe when you leave. I’m here whenever you need me.