If you're reading this I've left by now. The site is pretty much dead. Any friends I had here quit or have ghosted me. 

If, for some reason, you ever read this Ali, I did love you. I love you still. But I can't keep chasing after you if you're trying so hard to get away from me. Ill remember you for the rest of my life, honestly, I probably won't fall in love again like I did with you but I hope you arent as unlucky and whoever you fall in love with makes you happier than I did. I really tried, I'm so sorry I wasn't good enough. I really am.