ok. hear me out.
I got a thought all of a sudden.
everyone knows their idol exist but the idol doesn't know their existence, so what if it was other way around?
the idol knows that you exist but you don't know that they know that you exist.
it's a possibility that your idol has noticed you but you'll never know
how you may ask?
well, from social media.
while they were scrolling through their ig, in the suggestions you might have popped up, they might get curious and press on your profile and boom you got noticed by your idol.