Maybe in another life…
In another lifetime I hope I get the chance to love you again without hurting my heart. In another lifetime I hope we’ll share bedsheets and cuddle with “kamot sa likod” as we go to sleep. In another lifetime I hope my nights won’t feel as lonely because I’ll spend them with you laughing. In another lifetime I hope that as the earth turns around everyday you’ll turn around too and find your way back to me. In another lifetime I hope that someday you and I will get our happy ending together.
I hope you miss me sometimes. It’s so f*cking hard not talking to you. I was never ready. I’m trying to forget you but I’m also waiting for you to come back. I miss my daily routine, morning greets and late night good nights. I miss you. I miss us.
Everyday is a struggle, pretending to be okay with our decision. The truth is, letting you go was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Mahal na mahal kita. Sana pag pwede na, pwede pa.
~ always and forever yours, RA :)
