@RHacyeva you're so welcome!! :D and I'm sorry that happened to you, but you will be a even greater person then you were before! :D and I would like to also directly talk to you! We can try and work on things with your positivity if you want though. I'm not very good with that but I can try and help! I understand the dead feeling aswell, somedays I feel like I can't even get up in the morning but that goes away when I'm busy