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Just made my new fanfic. It may be shitty but yeah.
Anyway, does any of you want me to remake "Keep Up"? I'm just bored and I could really rewrite it. :3
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I love the way I talk with myself in here lol
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Hi!! I know I have been offline for like.... Half of the year and stuff. And I just came here to explain some stuff. I'm not that interested in smiling critters anymore! This is hard to say and stuff, but I've been working on a book to explain my countryhumans AU, yeah, I like that fandom.
I really hope y'all don't get sad about it- mostly because I'll start uploading stuff about my OCs and stuff.
:')...
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Do not fight with the Norway x Germany shipper.
I'm very aggressive.
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Guys. do I do a countryhumans fanfic focused on my fav ship? (Btw it'll be weird. And cringe-)
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@ sduchaine12 no, I actually ship them too lol.
But, the ship I was talking about is completely insane and politically and historically IMPOSSIBLE to happen (^^ )
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@sduchaine12 I know it's not at all related to this but who gives a fuck?
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How are you doing you silly Billy :)
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@ Leavemealonekickin I'm totally fine bro.
I only got tomorrow classes. (Then it'll have the finals of some school games or smth.)
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Guys.
I'm so terrified rn.
I just left the smiling critters fandom.
OVER TALKING COUNTRIES.
SOMEONE. LITERALLY. ANYONE.
PUT ME IN THERAPY.
who tf would ship countries?
Oh yeah. Me.
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Hey fellas. It's 7 AM and I'm going to my english course!
Well.
My mother put me there so I can learn more and more. And I'm doing well! It's easy to comprehend.
And I also already spoke English so yeah.
How I learned? Dunno. It fucking spawned in my head <3
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Sorry for the existential crisis I had here- I was a bit unstable that night... And also, my grandma forgave me and is talking more with me and stuff..
I'm going to make a new story and stuff, and it'll be an AU I made for a school project.
The other fanfics I was working on will be in hiatus for some time.
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I hate myself. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF.
I was stressed and I spilled that I hate my grandma... And she heard it.
Now she hates me too.
And I'm totally broken inside.
I fucking don't know how to apologize.
I don't know how to say to her that I don't hate her.
She thinks I'm a false, that everything she's done means nothing to me.
The only thing that I want to do is disappear.
Everytime I remember this I want to cry and and blame my existence.
Why she prayed for me to be born anyways?
I have no value for her anymore.
I just want to die.
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@RKR_drawings hey, everything happens. It's ok if you fuvk up every once and a while, but that's life. I'm sure you'll be able to get through this, and remember that self care is important. And remember that me and a few many people care for your well being. Everything is gonna be ok soon, trust me. We all fuck up.
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@RKR_drawings Honey, it's alright. We all make mistakes. I'm sure she doesn't hate you, you just had a bad moment sweetheart. It's going to be okay, trust me. And if it isn't I'm here for you. I'm always going to be available to talk, I'm not going to leave. We don't know each other yea, but that doesn't mean I can't care. It's going to be alright, believe me.
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@RKR_drawings It's going to be okay, just take the time to figure it all out and maybe get somebody close to her to help find a way to apologize, I hope that this helps and you matter more then many people in this world never forget that.