Farmuja Bibi

I am good... but my grandma(nani) passed away... on 5th October. My mom and dad returned from from my grandparents house today. I use wattpad on my mom's phone. She wasn't here so, I was not able to talk to you. I Aldo have wattpad on my phone but, because of some reason I couldn't write stories or talk to anyone... I could only read novels but, each day I waited for your reply and when you messaged me again. I was really happy so, I am sorry it took me soo long to reply. 

Thank you for trusting this stranger didi. I know we don't know eachother that well but, I am pretty sure that we can be amazing friends. Cause we don't know eachother so, there won't be any judgement between us for eachother. You can tell me who you are if you are comfortable to do so, you can tell me as much or as less as you want and you can know about me on my new novel "one with the brightest smile." It will be out soon. It's a story about who I am... and if you could still except me after knowing me completely. I'll be really happy. Cause I don't want to lie to you or to anyone... anymore about who I truly am.

@biya_lily It's okay ap ko pata hai ma na bhi is liya hi novel write katna start kia tha kyu ka mujhe apna ap ko express karna tha ap ko pata hai I have everyone in my life but still I don't have anyone ma ap ko kich bhi batana ma hesitate nahi kato gi because you were a stranger but jo mera apna hai wo mujhe kabhi samj nahi pai 

@biya_lily thankyou for your words but ye jo past hai wo hi mera future ban chuka hai mujhe mera ghar ma koi pasand nahi karta I was very short tempered in my child hood so no likes to talk to me ma bahut akeli ho gai thi mujhe pata hai meri mistake hai but I change my self I open myself for people but they only used me mujhe dar lagna laga dost banana ma aur ma physically bahut kam dost banati ho ap meri pehli online dost hai and I am glad that I can open myself in front of anyone after a long time

Also you are an amazing person. We all have our differences, our choices, our own unique personalities. The people who found someone who have similar interest or like their personality become close but, for the people who don't end up feeling alone and doubting that maybe there is something wrong with them. Being a unique person ends up making us feel different but being different doesn't mean you can't found happiness. So, instead of sobbing about the past experiences we should move forward from the dark past by focusing on the present to reach a brighter future.

I am sorry I didn't reply didi. It's just that I was a little busy with school and coaching classes. I understand what you mean... cause I was once also standing in your boots too... but, it was all in the past. You are not the first person who said that I can understand you... I have met people like that before. Now cause you are my friend. I know that you might hesitate talking about yourself to a stranger like me... but it's OK. Cause before you tell me about yourself I want you to know who I am. So, I am writing a new novel about my life. Who am I? What is the story about my past? And what I did is right or not. I wany you to know me before you tell me who you are didi. My mom is going to meet my grandma for a few days. So, maybe I won't be able to talk to you but, please wait and be patient didi before telling me about yourself. First know who I am by reading that novel. It will be out in a few days.