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If you see this then you've found me. A child who has went thru some shit. A certain person on here which I have lost their account, was the one person I loved most. I loved her more than I did myself. I would put her before my family or friends, and that's not what I do for anyone. I dated her, and I am didn't want to rush in. So I said "ilyy" instead of "I love you". I didn't want to make her uncomfortable. But instead I messed it up. I fell for that girl twice, there was something about her that I adored. And now it's gone. My reason to live is gone. If I don't update in a while, I am probably dead. I loved you, Alexa.