A poem I made :) ❤️
Loved and Lost
They say life is lie
Well I’d rather die
These things, they make me cry
I ask why, when I look to the sky
I get no answer
I wanted to be a dancer
I had passion, no retraction
I gave and life took
I felt like a line on a hook
Maybe a forgotten book…
I wanted to be happy
My friends would call me yappy
But, underneath was a disguise
I felt like a bitch full of lies.
I was faking it
Always struggling to make it
I wanted to be perfect
Never feeling worth it
Feeling so low and depressed
I disguised my stress
I had to be happy for them
Even though I was right at the rim
I could barely even swim but I was drowning
Trying to pull myself up
I guess life broke the cup
Cause I felt empty
Needed life
But I wanted to grab a knife
And slice
The tears
They covered fears
From years of hurt
And pain
That’s why I loved the rain
I smiled
Only when I was child
The rest were fake
Filled with self-hate
No pretty smiles
I was in denial
It felt like a trial
My friends
I needed them
Put life had me leaving them
I get attached
My heart hasn’t hatched
My love hasn’t been catched
I hurts like a burning scratch
I had them
Then I lost them
Life turned its back
I was quick to react
But feeling it now
I wish I could take it all back
I feel so much it’s kinda strange
My life feels so deranged
I’ve loved and I’ve lost
Feels like a mountain I crossed
Now I’m burying my emotions
Hopefully I drown in an ocean.