Ser Dawn

I know, I know, I keep saying I'll come back, and maybe one day I actually will. But thing is, friends, I've completely and utterly lost the will to write. I have no energy any more, I'm coming up on 30, and I can't seem to string together a solid thought anymore. I'm trying to get in to therapy to help me get all of this off of me, but therapy is expensive and I'm already drowing in debt from student loans and other bills that come with being an adult.
          
          On top of that, I normally wrote from my phone and the Wattpad app has been having so many issues lately that it feels impossible to actualky write anything. It drains my battery like a damned leech and overheats my phone to the point it almost burns me.
          
          So. Unfortunately, until further notice, I will be inactive. Sorry to let you all down. Thanks for being patient and sticking around as long as you have, but I'm going to be honest with you guys. I'm not deleting anything, all my stories are going to stay up. I just won't be updating until I can get my shit fixed and I really don't know how long that will be. I barely even open Wattpad these days. See you around.

Hello, "my own op" is a really really great story. I seriously hope you will write actual books soon. You made me feel so good istg..

Fuck burnout

Some people have sleep paralysis demons. Me? I have intrusive thoughts demons. And their names are Aoi, Aka, Aisuru, Ki, Yatsumi, Yue and Sam. 
          
          Its normally Aisuru on main as she's the chaos gremlin, but it's always a treat when Ki does it.

So, just as I am ready to come back from my hiatus, disaster strikes again.
          
          My Grandfather died this morning. The day was spent with my family and there were a lot of tears.
          
          I'm going to be taking another break, at least until after my grandpa's funeral and we figure out what we're going to do with my grandma's living situation now.

Show of hands, who wants another AceAoi story? ✋

i am fucking devastated 

I'm gonna see One Piece Film Red in theaters tomorrow and not even god can stop me

Well, I said I wanted to have more time to write, and well....
          
          I lost my job today, guys. The company I used to work for laid off my entire team.
          
          I admit that while I'm not terribly broken up over it as we were running at a skeleton crew and we were overloaded with work and I was stressed beyond all fuck and was thinking of looking for a new job, I'm still upset because I'm out of a job.
          
          I'm back to job hunting, but I'll be alright. Hopefully I can get some editing done so I can release some new chapters soon.

Y'all, someone commented on one of my stories calling me selfish because I set a boundary with my readers on what I was comfortable taking requests and not taking requests for.
          
          I have faith in all my followers that none of yall would do something like that, but I want to put this here for anyone that might need to see it:
          
          NEVER ask a writer to cross a boundary they have set. You don't know their personal lives. The boundary they have set could relate to trauma they experience in their personal lives or it's something they aren't ready to address. When you are told 'no' please accept that as an answer and move on. You can't force someone to suddenly be okay with something they've stated they're not okay with. And them not being okay and refusing a request isn't selfish, its boundaries. 
          
          If someone sees a boundary as a problem, then the problem isnt the person that set the boundary, its the person that has a problem with the boundary.
          
          'No' is a full sentence, and if you happen to be one of the people that refuse to accept that, then please unfollow me and mute me, as I do not want these type of people on my stories or interacting with me in any way.
          
          This account is meant to be a safe place for me and anyone that reads my stories, and I will not tollerate anyone's boundaries being crossed.
          
          Have a good morning/day/night and I love you all. ❤