@Danitiny2013 I am so... so... so sorry, and I shouldn't even feel like I am, but... here we go.
...I have recently been under a massive wave of sadness right now, and I've tried to hide it, but the fact is... every project I make just doesn't feel fun than it did back then, even when it comes to here. It just feels like work.
...I casually struggle just trying to make something and then release it towards an unattainable deadline that's always pushed away... and pushed away... and pushed away...
... I'm just not having fun making videos, chapters, or even editing. I just... am doing this because people want it, I guess.
And I know "maybe you might wanna fix that"... I'm trying, however... it takes a very long time to get fixed. And I'm under hormones at this point, so everything feels... very off, and I get very opinionated and angry... pretty quick.
...so, in summary, I already have an idea on what I want to do for your chapter. I'm about to execute it, I just feel so depleted and creatively bankrupt at the same time.
Thanks for reading, I hope you understand, and have the greatest of weeks... all I can say is... it will get done when it gets done.
