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But yeah-- anyways, a belated Happy Holidays, everyone!! Take good care of yourselves always!!

RZN_022611

So two years passed.
          
          Not a lot of time for some people, but it's felt like an eternity for me. Just thought I'd drop by and give a life update (y'know, just so you guys won't think I kicked the bucket. I can't even believe that I still know the password to this account, ngl.)
          
          I'm 18 now. Already in college, too. Unfortunately, I didn't take creative writing like I said I would. Instead, I'm taking a Biology course now at a public school— the first I've ever been to. It's hard, but I try to keep going. I like my course anyway.
          
          I miss writing, though. I haven't tried reading The Choice of Fate again, but whenever I think about it, I could only imagine just how lively I was. No limits, no influence, no care for what the rest of the world is going to think and only pushing towards inspiration... I miss doing that.
          
          But unfortunately college is an ass, my mental-emotional health is close to unsalvageable, and I think my physical health is out to get me with how sick and in pain I constantly am.
          
          I've been thinking about writing TPN fanfiction again, though. I have a lot of ideas working as active plotlines in my mind; I just really need the physical capacity to write it. I've even tried working on a couple of chapters, but the length is... well, let's just say they're thrice the length of TCOF's average chapters (I miss being able to write 1000 words at will, I swear--)
          
          Maybe someday, when I'm feeling better, I can go back to writing. Just not on this account. This was my 13-year-old self's hard work, after all. I don't want to trample on it.

IdyllicSoul

@RZN_022611 I wish you the best, dear author! <3
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marcoswfe

@RZN_022611 im glad to hear from you in this account againn hehe i hope the rest of your years go by well as you live your life <333 also i feel you so so much with the writing, i have SO MANY IDEAS but the physical writing part makes me want to cry. its so TAXING.
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RaysWaifuuu

Im glad that your doing okay and I hope you’ll get better soon and school will get somewhat easier. At least your doing something you love in school even thought it’s not what you sought out when you were younger
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RZN_022611

(Warning, this is gonna be pretty long QwQ will be continued in the replies--)
          
          ✨ANNOUNCEMENT✨ (cuz I don't use this account anymore and completely forgot to tell you guysssss (• ▽ •;) I'm so sorry)
          
          I am no longer active in this account. HOWEVER, I am currently active on two separate accounts: "SynAesthesis_821" and "explodochild". Some of you may or may not have seen the first one commenting in my fanfiction, and yes, that was me >~< I read my own fanfiction, and bOY DID I HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST IT--
          
          But uh, yeah, if you see a SynAesthesis blasting hate at that fanfiction, don't worry. It's just me overreacting HAHSHSHHDHD
          
          Anyway, I've implemented some rules in my new accounts, especially because stress is now extremely dangerous for me QwQ I'm actually suffering from acid reflux right now, but I gotta fix that by next week, so yeah.
          
          Rules it is.
          
          ● ● ●

PrincessOfChrist777

@RZN_022611 wow I've had acid reflux for year's still do have it 
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SiLenCrush

@RZN_022611 Bai!! See you on your other accounts!!!
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In_vity

Hello it heayyree I just wanna say I really love the tpn book I just never had the time to tell you(⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃
          Also this is my sec account I can't seem to get on the account since I am not good at using wattpad that much anyways.
          Also how are you??I haven't heard of you in while I hope you are doing great\(^o^)/

teny_tiny

WHYD YOU DO THAT TO ME AND MY FRIENDS ON DISCORD??? THE USERPHONE BOT. I WAS TINY

RZN_022611

@teny_tiny thank goodness TwT
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teny_tiny

@RZN_022611 as far as I remember, I think we were good uvu
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RZN_022611

@teny_tiny I just hope you and your friends dont get hacked Q^Q
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RZN_022611

Minor future TPN book spoilers (just to cheer some of you up):
          
          - mASTER ISABELLA IS BACK BOIZ
          
          - Full score trio love triangle, and main oc is completely done with them
          
          - Character that's originally supposed to be from TCOF's second book appears in the new book ;3
          
          - Ray and Main OC is probably the new TPN soukoku KAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
          
          - Shawarma be keeping hallucination mushrooms alive cuz they amuse him like wtfrick bruh why--
          
          - Main OC's lowkey Ray's emotional support cuz Emma's too focused on White Genocide Tower over here ("I hate him, but nobody's allowed to hurt him except me.")
          
          - Probably either an OC x OC or OC x Ray (more likely the former cuz that way Soukoku gets to third-wheel each other AKSHSJSJFHJEJD)
          
          - Angry mama demon figure is a male. But still an angry mama demon figure.
          
          - cUE THE RANDOM MUSICALS (jk but parts of the story do have song references)
          
          
          Okay that's all BAIIIIIIII--

itsbritnybitch123

I really like your work
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LeinaCV18

@RZN_022611 owhh ok!! I will support you!! Just.. don't overwork yourself '-' 
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RZN_022611

@SiLenCrush @macaronchibi24 @Uri-to-the-chan77 I'll post the new fic here when I start publishing chapters >~< it's in my other account...
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smoilturv

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