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I disappeared for almost five months and honestly, I don't know what to do in life. I want to continue to write but at the same time, I'm disappointed with certain books I write so I take them down and the only ones that I'm proud of are the books of the poems. I tell myself to write but I couldn't so I took a break, during that break I had so many breakdowns. Yet I did get some happy moments but life just loves to fuck with me. I also would like to say school is so fucking boring I just want to stop going to school but I can't because I want to finish my last year of high school and go to college and become a nurse.