Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

**IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT.  PLEASE READ.**
          	Hello.  It’s Hinotori.  It’s been a while since I’ve been on here.
          	Let’s just straight to the point.  As of today, August 2nd, 2022, I will no longer be active on here.
          	I’ve been wanting to move on from this place for a long time, and now that I finally am, it’s really taken a large weight off of my chest.
          	My close art friend online used to have an active account here.  She even started it in her middle school days, like myself.  But as she grew older, she looked towards the future, and found that Wattpad just didn’t fit her needs anymore.
          	I have felt the same way.  I used to write fanfiction for HOURS on end, post a few art things here and there, and even wrote some of my own stories.  But as of lately, Wattpad didn’t seem like the best place for me, both to expand my art horizons, and for my mental health.  
          	The more I’ve talked with said art friend, the more I realized that if she could leave this place, then so can I.
          	There’s a sentimental attachment I have to Wattpad.  Some of you, I even met on here.  
          	Of course, I will never stop writing.  I want to make a manga as my ultimate career goal, so that’s just impossible.  It’s just that Wattpad isn’t the place for me to spread my ideas anymore.
          	It is also no longer a good place for my mental health, as mentioned earlier.  Writing fanfiction used to be my serotonin-giver, but now, this place feels like an IV of toxins going into my veins.
          	I will not delete this account.  Instead I will do what my art friend did: leave it up and let it become defunct, so that I can come back to my works and reminisce upon the past when I need to.
          	To every single person who has read any of my works on here, my infinite gratitude goes out to you.  Thank you for checking out my little corner of writing.
          	If you’d like to get in contact with me elsewhere, check out my Caard: https://ra1nb0wph0en1x.carrd.co/
          	That is all.  See you guys on the flip side.  Hinotori out.

ItsJezabat

@Ra1nb0wPh0en1x You're welcome. Godspeed.
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Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

**IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT.  PLEASE READ.**
          Hello.  It’s Hinotori.  It’s been a while since I’ve been on here.
          Let’s just straight to the point.  As of today, August 2nd, 2022, I will no longer be active on here.
          I’ve been wanting to move on from this place for a long time, and now that I finally am, it’s really taken a large weight off of my chest.
          My close art friend online used to have an active account here.  She even started it in her middle school days, like myself.  But as she grew older, she looked towards the future, and found that Wattpad just didn’t fit her needs anymore.
          I have felt the same way.  I used to write fanfiction for HOURS on end, post a few art things here and there, and even wrote some of my own stories.  But as of lately, Wattpad didn’t seem like the best place for me, both to expand my art horizons, and for my mental health.  
          The more I’ve talked with said art friend, the more I realized that if she could leave this place, then so can I.
          There’s a sentimental attachment I have to Wattpad.  Some of you, I even met on here.  
          Of course, I will never stop writing.  I want to make a manga as my ultimate career goal, so that’s just impossible.  It’s just that Wattpad isn’t the place for me to spread my ideas anymore.
          It is also no longer a good place for my mental health, as mentioned earlier.  Writing fanfiction used to be my serotonin-giver, but now, this place feels like an IV of toxins going into my veins.
          I will not delete this account.  Instead I will do what my art friend did: leave it up and let it become defunct, so that I can come back to my works and reminisce upon the past when I need to.
          To every single person who has read any of my works on here, my infinite gratitude goes out to you.  Thank you for checking out my little corner of writing.
          If you’d like to get in contact with me elsewhere, check out my Caard: https://ra1nb0wph0en1x.carrd.co/
          That is all.  See you guys on the flip side.  Hinotori out.

ItsJezabat

@Ra1nb0wPh0en1x You're welcome. Godspeed.
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Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

I plan to write out more of “Order, Chaos, And Everything In Between” this summer, since I’m quite excited to incorporate Ivor into the story once his role is relevant.  I do have a skeleton of a story arch, but I also want to flesh it out more this summer as well.  I’ll probably also be working on a lot more art of my characters, and probably work out “FirstWorld” in a much more serious matter.  I appreciate the patience with my single-person audience.  Thank you for sticking around despite my long hiatus. <3

PepperRavenBat

@Ra1nb0wPh0en1x Awesome! You're welcome.
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Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

This week is the week that I’ll be performing 4 acts within my high school’s Band and Color Guard concert!  The concert band I’m in (which is specifically the Wind Symphony, the highest/most pristine concert band at my high school) will be playing a piece that ONLY college and professional-level bands have played!  And we’re a high school band!  We worked so hard on this piece, and I’m super excited for the final outcome :)

PepperRavenBat

@Ra1nb0wPh0en1x Yaaaaaaay!!! Good luck!!!
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Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

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Welp, it's finally New Years where I am.
          Man I love seeing a username on here that brings back traumatizing memories right before the new year-
          Welp. looks like 2022 is already fucked up! Oh well!  Better luck next year, Phoenix.
          I'm very disappointed in myself with my writing output. this year, and all of my creative output in general. I hope to put out more this year, if, that is, I don't shove
          myself into a depressive loop again, like I did this year.
          Only shoutout is going to @PepperRavenBat, thank you for keeping my depressed ass alive throughout this entire year.  I look forward to working with you more in the coming year.
          Well, I hope you all had a better year than I did, and that you all have a good 2022.
          Cheers.

Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

ahahaha guess who has lower back pains and might have something even worse (it starts with a C!!!!  WINK WINK!!!!)

IzzyQueen12

Okay, I’m sorry I just call everyone ‘girl’ or ‘sis’ when I’m talking to someone online and I’m sorry I couldn’t give u some advice to help with ur back pain so I hope that u feel better soon and that the back pain would ease ^^
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Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

@xXxItzIsabellaxXx First off please stop referring to me as a girl.  I identify as a non-binary gender, and referring to me as a girl really triggers me.  
            Also sadly I do not have 10 minutes in my day to spare for a walk.  Someone as busy as me barely gets any sleep because of the ginormous amounts of homework I have, and so the extra hours in my days that aren’t used up for school are either used for homework or for sleeping.  
            Breaks are yet another impossibility.   Homework takes up every cell of my morning and afternoon hours on weekends, and night is when I churn out as much work as possible/take a break and start to wind down for the night (if I can, my mental health sometimes doesn’t let me.).
            And you actually should stretch if your back pain is muscle-related.  The only reason that your back would hurt if it’s something muscle-related is if they’re tensed up/tight, so although stretching may be painful at first, it will help get those muscles loose eventually, thus subsiding the pain.  What I have is muscle-related, not bone-related (as in there’s a pain in my spine), so stretching will actually help me instead of hurt me.  If it was something bone-related, THEN I wouldn’t recommend stretching.
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IzzyQueen12

Girl, u okay? If u have some lower back pain then I suggest walking for 10mins a day or putting on some ice to reduce pain. Then again, sometimes it’s caused by stress as well so I think u should probably get a break to relieve yourself also, do NOT stretch when ur having back pain it’ll make it worse 
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Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

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I’M GONNA SAY IT, NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT MY STUFF BESIDES @PepperRavenBat , HUH?  NONE OF MY 57 MOTHER-FUCKING FOLLOWERS GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MY WRITING, HUH?  NONE OF YOU!  YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT THE POETRY I POUR MY HEART AND SOUL INTO.  YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT THE RANDOK SHIT I POST THAT MAKES ME HAPPY.  YOU PROBABLY WON’T EVEN TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS!  
          I want to leave this site.  I barely come on here anyways, since my 57 FUCKING FOLLOWERS DON’T CARE ABOUT WHAT I POST.  WHAT’S THE POINT IN POSTING MY SHIT IF NO ONE GIVES A FUCK ABOUT IT?  
          I’m done.

Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

@Swirlycinnablast No, you’re not mean at all, unlike others that have said things about me complaining in the past.  . I’m just glad that you can see from my point of view.  When people don’t give me comments or at least favorite my chapters, I feel like no one cares, that no one turns their heads to even pay attention to what I write.  I used to have so much interaction on the stuff that I wrote, it made me sure that people were actually reading the chapters I typed out, word for word.  Now, with works that I pour an equal amount of heart and soul into, people just don’t seem to care.  
            It’s probably because a majority of my followers are people from the Unikitty! Fandom.  And they only care about the crap that I write that’s Unikitty! Related.  I’ve told people that I’ve left that fandom.  That fandom gives me really bad trauma.
            Ah, a tragedy that’s happened to me one too many times.  That unknown story, forever cast in shadows.  Every single platform I go onto now, no one cares, eh?  Of course, that’s the case with everything I enjoy doing now, no one seems to care…
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Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

@xXxItzIsabellaxXx Chill out?  Seriously?  After all of the time I’ve been holding this in and I’m finally letting it off of my chest, you’re telling me to CHILL OUT???  I’ve been patient.  WAY too patient.  I’ve posted stuff ALL throughout quarantine, and I know what my followers think of me now.  They don’t care.  They don’t care about a SINGLE THING that I put up here.  Interacting with my works doesn’t take that much time, a comment would be nice, but favoriting an excerpt of mine is even quicker, and at least it tells me that a person actually took the time to read the stuff that I post.  It’s only a few seconds of people’s days.  It won’t affect their entire life.
            The poetry I pour my heart and soul into still hasn’t been noticed by a SINGLE PERSON besides my friend Pepper on here.  
            I don’t care if people don’t want to work with me with an attitude like this, because this attitude of mine won’t come out in a place where people actually take the time to acknowledge what I do and when I do it.  Besides, I work better solo.  Depending on others to do their part for me, I’ve learned one too many times that that will never happen.  People just weigh me down when I don’t have good chemistry with them.
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Swirlycinnablast

@Ra1nb0wPh0en1x Listen, I'm really sorry. I just haven't been using Wattpad all that much because I'm always on Discord and trying to improve my art skills. You don't have to believe me, but I have a lot of books that I wanna read, including some of yours.
            
            Take a break, or if you want, leave Wattpad, I get it. And honestly it IS annoying when you post a lot of announcements and no one comments or gives you any kind of input. I don't know what else to say without coming off as mean-
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Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

AYOOOOO GUESS WHO’S UP AT 1 AM DOING SCHOOLWORK ALREADY 
          
          AND I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6 AM LESGOOOOOOO

Ra1nb0wPh0en1x

@PepperRavenBat OKAY IT’S THE NEXT MORNING AND I DON’T FEEL LIKE I GOT A N Y SLEEP AT A L L
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