RachaelSmith784

Thank you so much, it's people like you who make me want to live everyday. I dont really know what else to say but thank you again...

RachaelSmith784

And it's been a month now! How was i supposed to give a damn about someone who has made me feel the total opposite of safe whenever i'm around them?! I don't care if this sounds harsh, but i don't want to be your friend! I don't wanna talk to you! You caused me nothing but greif and fear whenever i was around you. And it may not seem like it, but i was NOT self harming FOR YOU! I was self harming because of you. Because of what you said to me about amy. Everything was about amy! Well since you wanted to be her boyfriend so badly, -cus i was just getting in the way- why arn't you her boyfriend yet? Were you just saying that she was perfect and beautiful and that u wanted to be her boyfriend cus it was a spur of a moment thing cus she was in a thong trying to make out with you?! Cus people get hurt from that sort of stuff...

RachaelSmith784

I'm not acting like we were never friends. It's that i sort of don't wanna be around a type of person that would cause me so much pain. And i'm not hiding from you. I've been busy hangin with friends and stuff and i've also been busy going to my phycologist cus i nearly killed myself twice. It's my decision to hang out with you or not. And why would i EVER want to continue talking to a person like you who has caused me so much stress and pain. And if you really "loved" and "cared about ME you wouldn't have treated me like i was your servant. Than you still have the nerve to give me sass when you're the one who caused the problem?! Shame...