"I bordered the private yet Benjamin had sent for me so I could get back home. “I just filled up the tank, you are now ready to leave miss” George, one of the assistants on the airplane told me and I thanked him as he walked away back to the airport to inform the pilot about it.
I lay my luggage where it was supposed to be but kept the hand luggage with me. I took my usual seat. I’ve been on this jet a couple of times before but that was mostly between Sydney and New York. Now apparently Benjamin had left it here in London. Thank god for that, I had noticed that the next plane to New York didn’t depart until in a few hours!? And I wanted to leave now.
I sat down and breathed out. I picked up my phone from my bag to check messages and stuff before we’re up in the air. I saw that Harry had called a couple of times, which made me shut my phone off. I shut my eyes and tried to look at this positively. But I couldn’t. Is there any positive sides of this? Harry hates me. Niall hates me. Hell, everyone hates me right now. The only one I could make it right with now is mom. I could make her proud of me, maybe even get a job. She always told me I’d pull of modelling. Then she would be happy. Maybe I could even audition for a role in some movie. To atleast make my parents proud of me. Everything will work out just fine, I tried to tell myself.
Even though I know that for the next years ahead I would constantly see magazines talking about Harry. And Niall. And just the band in general. I flattened out the blue skirt I was wearing. I had dressed up quickly before leaving the apartment because I felt like I needed to go back to New York in style. To cover up the fact that I wasn’t okay at all. And if I showed up on the airport without Harry in sweatpants and a rugged old t-shirt, that would seem a bit suspicious wouldn’t it?
So I had put on a blue skirt that was short on the front and long on the back..." http://wattpad.com/story/2027874
