..i am already a mother of two and i am happy and blessed with it.. well i cannot actually say that there is no regret feelings at all but i can say that i was still happy all along.. and even if i had already my own family being an addict on novels and fiction stories and my only way of escaping not only in boredom but so with the sad part of my life.. i may not be the perfect mother for them but i'll be the mother they wish to have..