⚠Vent-ish?⚠
Idk- not as bad as other peoples troubles- this is a waste of time.
Tue, Aug 15. 9:16
I grew up in a household where being anything other than happy wasn't always accepted. I was told I had nothing to cry about, and that idea was imprinted into my mind. If I persisted to cry, I was told that if I didn't stop crying, I'd get something to really cry about. I was told this often. I think this is why I feel disgusted when I hear any words in relation to crying, or even see my loved ones upset. I'm not good at comforting people, and tend to invalidate their feelings. Am I abusive? A bad person? I don't know. And I don't expect an answer anytime soon. I've been told that I'm a manipulative person, I used to tell myself it was a lie. I don't know anymore.