Wow. That is such amazing quote. I agree that it is a fight, and no one can tell you that you're weak unless they have experienced the fight for themselves. One thing that you have to remember is that although life may be hard right now, but you just have to take it one day at a time. Some day you might look back and think, "I did it," and it will be true. As long as you just stay strong, you'll have something to be extra proud of and that something is not letting your negative thoughts make you want to relapse. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. Stay strong and stay alive fren |-/