I just realized, how much pain one will feel if a person needed someone, especially when that person has an illness, yet that someone whom that person wanted is a no show. the feeling of emptiness I guess...
to everyone who read this,
if your loved ones needs you, don't let them down. they are also the ones that will be there for you when you needed somebody. don't treat them like they are not of importance because they are the ones that will remain with you when others go.
"if you treat people like garbage, you'll be alone in the end"
-.-