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@GabrielaSy I MISS YOU AWESOME XD

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*looks at old letter* Okay, I was being a whiny biatch...
          
          Today I watched Ruby Sparks. It's this amazing film about a struggling novelist et cetera, et cetera, I won't spoil the end. And after watching it, I decided to continue writing! YAY! *cricket noises*
          
          Uh, well, @KV23senpai I figured out that if I really wanted to continue this writing thing, I have to face the fact that life will eventually give me a hard crappy moment in life where I feel like loosing hope but I shouldn't, so, I'm continuing writing (in a few days, or weeks, I don't know, I'm a procrastinator) . I'm not forcing you to continue writing (If you seriously want to quit, I'm not holding you back, bro.) But, ya know, you should give it a shot. :D 
          
          So, yeah, I'm happy to say, I'm back spending my days hurting my butt and brain for you guys! :D Yay! 
          
          But... PROCRASTINATE I SHALL. ;)
          
          See ya!

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Hey guys... 
          
          Ah... *inhales* *rubs forehead* I don't know how to say this... but I think I might be leaving wattpad forever...
          
          MIGHT.
          
          I don't know guys, the spark is gone. I could say the spark has been gone for a very long time and it's hard to lit it up again. My life's getting really complicated and finding inspiration nowadays isn't easy. 
          
          You know that feeling when you get into wattpad and you're eyes just twinkle. Even though you don't have any feeds; Even though you couldn't write a chapter or something like that. You just feel excited. 
          
          Well... I lost that feeling. It's sad. I mean, I feel sad. I've had ideas and dreams that I'd be a writer someday. But knowing myself, my interest in things live a very short life. But, hey it's not that I don't have any ideas for my stories. I have, I wrote them all in a notebook. But somehow, it feels tiring. It feels like I don't wanna do it anymore. It feels like an obligation and not a dream. It's dreadful.
          
          I've had countless of trials to delete my wattpad, but I just couldn't. This is my second account and I've flowed every single story idea I had in this thing. I've also met friends, really good ones and deleting it would be... shameful. (well, that's me.)
          
          So, I'm sorry I'm not updating. I'm leaving you all near a cliff, just begging me for help but I'm not giving any. So, I'm sorry. Very sorry. (Well, that is if anybody is reading *sulks*)
          
          I'll understand if you unfan me or something like that. 'Cause I know you guys deserve better writers, that writes regularly and stuff.
          
          But, if your staying in my sinking ship I might come back (MIGHT). You never know, I might come back as a better writer or never... Well, time will eventually tell. 
          
          And to my fellow Fou members, I'll let your imagination flow. I still have hope for the Fou Adventure (saying, I still have that spark in me) but my life's getting complicated, so it's hard to update.  I'M REALLY SORRY 8U
          
          SO YEAH, thank you everybody. 
          
          
          
          I shall return?