My name? What do you care?

I'm a Girl, bi-femme (Bisexual. No one knows except me).
I'm an Asian, a filipina.
I'm a gamer (hardcore one) and an otaku.
I love Sleeping With Sirens and Paramore.
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I want to be alone. But I don't want to feel lonely.
I like being myself. But I want someone to hold me.
I don't want to be sad. But its just fucking hard to be happy.

I might tell that, "I'm fine." . But my heart always scream... "Help me!" .

Sometimes. I wish to be gone for a while. To see if someone will miss me.

But... Shit happens when you trust people.