The main reason why I can't live my life the way I want to, is because It has been instilled in my mind that you're either good or bad, ever since I was young I was always trying my best to become a good person...but then reality happens and now I'm stuck in a realization that nothing is ever good or bad. Everything that exist here on earth is just...here..it exist for no given reason whether it is supposed to be bad or good...and a bad thing is not necessarily "bad" it just it. So what was the point of choosing to be good? The point of trying my hardest not to succumb to darkness? When at the end of the day it is all up to us to choose and decide what we want ourselves and the things around us to be. And somehow this feeling of freedom overwhelmed my heart and mind...

I'm Zera