rain that never falls

@puppylove1144 
            I would like to congratulate you on your new partner Genuinely, Im not bitter at all I know that I fucked things over when it came to our relationship in the end. I thought a lot over it and learned a lot from you not only relationship wise but things I’ll take with me forward in my daily life. I didn’t post this or the last thing out to you to try and amend thing that you may or may not feel are past fixing I posted that in the midst of being honest with myself. Witch I will say has nothing to do with you I apologize for tagging you in the first place and disrupting your peace. I also didn’t reply this with that intent either I just wanted to let you know that after reading this I wanted to make it known that I did love you and still do and I don’t want to burden you with any excuses if you don’t want to hear it and put our chapter behind us. I completely understand and want to say I’m happy that you found someone that can do for you in ways I couldn’t because I love you. I actually forgot I posted that till I opened the website so again I’m sorry for bugging you

@Rainthatneverfalls 
            You were a wonderful experience while it lasted, other than how your family treated me and you telling me at the end that you never loved me. I burned my collar and the stupid rabbit I got with you the very night you told me that you liked the idea of me, all because of Carly. You are not allowed to say you love me, not to me at least. Don't lie to yourself, but know it won't do a thing to help you anymore. My new partner is a Wonderful man, kind and understanding, his father loves me and his mother is neutral. I'm not a hidden gem anymore, I'm not fighting trying to save someone who refuses saving anymore. Thank you for a year and a half lesson on how I want to be treated and what I won't put up with anymore, these lessons have stuck well. I wish you the best of luck finding your joy, and I wish you no harm. I'd be willing to be friends even, if you're not bitter. You aren't a bad person, just a bad experience to me now. 
            
            Thank you for the times of joy and the times of pain, thank you for the lessons I was able to learn. My first heartbreak belongs solely to you, but my first true love belongs to my new partner. 

@puppylove1144 
            
            I know this is extremely old but, I love you too. Even if you don't feel the same way anymore.