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…so um. genuine question: are we chill?
i mean. this is prooobably just my anxiety manifesting weirdly, but i find the tone + frequency of our conversations are… different? i know how much we can talk is less these days because: no more pms, no other way to communicate, we’re both busy, you aren’t online as much, etc etc.
it’s just that i find the feel of our conversations have changed. yes, we have both changed, and our friendship has changed over the years, but a little bug inside me is screaming that it doesn’t like this flavour of our friendship.
um. i am not looking for any particular answer here, just an answer. it would be okay if you need to move on—for whatever reason, associations or your situation or whatever the fuck.
…to be fully transparent, the only thing keeping me anchored to watt of the pad is you and things in relation to you, so knowing if you’d like to move on will tell me if i need to pack my bags, souvenirs and all.
um. yeah.
