@Rakshanapal08 I know mein jo bhi kahungi still I can't be be in your place to mujhe iss dukh ka andanza nahi he.But ek baar mein zaroor keh sakti hoon life is too precious. Mein ek medical student hoon aaur rooz mein bahut logon ko dekti hoon apne apnon zindagi hustle karte. Some of them are also very poor still they want to live. I know money is important but life se badi nahi hoti . Mein zinda hoon , tabhi mein paisa kama sakti hoon, not vice versa.Life mein problem ayengi jayengi but hamara usko datkar samana karna is what God wanted us to do. I hope your monetary issue jaldi solve ho jaye phir tum proudly apne bachon ko bata sakti how u still not gave after so many problems in your life . Ye to tumhara biggest flex hoga. So plz koi course karo , padhai karo aaur achi job secure kareke come out from your misery. Hamare problems hum hi solve kar sakte koi aur nahi .This a phase jo zald hi chala jayega . So don't worry