Rick here, although most of you probably remember me as Groovy or Cricket.
I managed to find the password for this account and all the memories of my old friends on here came rushing back. If I remember correctly I was friends with them from 2020 - 2022 (Maybe early 2023?) and while my memory fails me now I can still recall fond memories of each of you. And I wish you all could say the same for me but I know that is likely not the truth of the situation.
I'm rereading these messages and I feel more and more angered and disgusted with each thing I said, I'm here to admit that in each conflict I was involved in, in each friend I lost and in each argument I got into I was 100% the problem and the instigator.
I was not a good person and I say that with my whole heart. I mean it in a sense of acknowledgement and remorse.
It's only been 2 years since I stopped speaking to everyone here and while I wish they were all still here to read this they are unfortunately not, whether that means they just quit the site or the internet in general varies. And I want to apologize for my actions in the past. I was in the wrong for each event. None of my friends on here deserved my treatment towards them and I wish they had met me today instead of in the past. Back when I first joined this site I was an angry loner who found solace in internet spaces that children my age shouldnt have found themselves in in the first place. That paired with ignored underlying mental health issues and past trauma caused me to have a warped sense of friendships. As of today I have gotten proper diagnosis' , switched to a more accepting and understanding school, and gotten treatment for these problems. I've gone to one on one therapy and I've gone to a few group circles with other people who have the same disorder, which helped in the sense of me seeing how I was truly treating others in conversations. I've been trying to be a better person than I was in the past to prevent everything I did from-
