~Ivan~

FINALLY I'M DONE!!! 
          And now, I can sleep peacefully-

ITS SO HARD TO WRITE WHUMPCEMBER WHILE ON HOLIDAYS HELPPPPP

I am SO glad that I prewrote most of Whumpcember before I went on holidays. Otherwise I probably would have been SO behind lol

Do you know what's weird about my Whumpcember?? 
          
          Sousuke; where he got kidnapped, had a whole sword fight with someone, getting severely injured, and finding out the shocking truth about something: 757 words. 
          
          Denki; having a panic attack and thinking negatively about himself: 1337 WORDS- 
          Even without the loredump at the end it's still 831 words- 
          ✨Coming out soon✨

How to tell if angst is well-executed!!
          Good angst: Makes me sad (sometimes VERY sad, which is a bonus)
          Denki: Makes me want to let out the world's loudest, blood-curling, scream and burn the world to him-

TW: Vent, my joke-like coping mechanism
          
          Q&A With my Past and Present selves, yay!!
          (I'm going insane)
          
          1. How are you doing on this FINEEEE evening??
          Child: Good!!
          Preteen: I'm doing alright!
          Present: ...
          
          2. Are you guys tired at all??
          Child: Kind of, but not really
          Preteen: Yeah, I could sleep a whole day if I wanted to lol
          Present: ...I'm physically, mentally, AND emotionally exhausted. What do you think.
          
          3. How do you think your friends see you??
          Child: I have a bunch!! (Some were fake.) I think they love me, because I love them!!
          Preteen: I have a few, and I'm super close to them. I like to think that they feel the same way about me.
          Present: They probably think I'm annoying. Who wouldn't??
          
          4. Do you often cry??
          Child: Yeah, only when people are really mean or when I'm really, really, sad.
          Preteen: Well, my emotional self would say every now and then.
          Present: If I didn't feel numb some days?? I would cry every day.
          
          Well, there you have it!! Stay sane. Unlike me. I'm a mess-

I killed ur bf lmao

I love how with canon Denki Kaminari from MHA it's like, "If he overuses his quirk, his brain short-circuits and he becomes dumb for a few minutes" while I'm here like "Haha nope my headcanon is when he overuses it he feels BLOODFIRE PAIN-" 
          I'm sane :D

ivan… hawt…

IVAN :3333