falling in love scares me because what if i'm not good enough or not what a guy wants but i realise that nobody is perfect i mean who is perfect to someone is being perfect the way you are in their eyes you don't have to be perfect for everyone who cares what other's think as long as you find the match, the spark that ignites your soul that spark can be anything for me it is the one that got away the boy i was stupid for the boy who made me laugh but not fake laugh real laugh the kind that made my cheeks hurt but nevertheless made me happy and at home because i didn't have to pretend but now it is over and we don't even talk anymore but he still holds a place in my heart the place nobody will ever take because i was truly happy and felt at peace for once in my messed up life"~Me