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/In a continuation of the last update post/
          
          
          This will likely be the last time I head on here for at least a month, maybe a few months, maybe even a year. Maybe I won’t come back until it’s time for another update, and that’s fine. It’s actually kind of growth moment for me, my connection to this app. I was on here way too young, and my stories I posted back then were and are shit (I do not understand why people read it, I assume they were all dumb little children like me). I’m going to be a able to drive next year, and I’m going to leave high school in a few months (ew, that’s icky to think about). I’ve grown out of Wattpad and I think it’s fun to look back on that, and see my progression. 
          I hope everyone who’s followed me or read my stuff the best, hope you’re doing at least relatively okay and are also growing up. I’m still on ao3 and will be for the foreseeable future, but for one final departure,, goodbye.
          
          -Maizee (Author)

So, as we near the end of 2021 and 2022 draws close, I feel the need to add something here in the way of tradition almost. I literally haven’t gone on here in months and I haven’t read anything on here properly in over a year, but it feels necessary;
          
          -I am genderfluid, a lesbian and currently use all pronouns. My journey with gender and sexuality has been a rocky one and it’s still ongoing, but I’m pretty damn comfortable with where I am now.
          
          -My relationship with school has tragically declined to a point where I am very rarely in and school work is incomprehensible to me, my mental health is in a weirdly ambiguous place right now.
          
          -I am autistic. Still waiting on an official diagnoses but from three separate professionals, I have been told it’s extremely likely. I also have adhd, since they’re often tied together. Add on a generalised anxiety disorder and a naturally introverted personality and you get a potion of ‘absolutely fucked’. I’m in a pretty aggressive burnout, so FanFiction and video games are my home.
          
          -Hyperfixations have come and gone, I’ve been introduced and subsequently latched onto ‘kinning’, my kin list is equal parts insanely long and insanely worrying. Right now, ‘What We Do In The Shadows’ and ‘The It Crowd’ reign supreme. 
          
          -My political views have stayed consistent, and my inherent rage at bigoted classmates has grown tenfold. I have to employ all of my remaining self-control not to send one specific asshole a document full of facts debunking every single bigoted claim he’s made to him, it’s literally called ‘statistics (for [REDACTED])’. I really wish I could engage in a debate club of some kind, it’s just quite a fun activity for me and I don’t understand why it gets shit on so much.
          

So, 2020 was fucked— Huh?
          Here’s an update since a lot has happened;
          
          -I’m still very gay, although men are pretty and should be acknowledged as such.
          
          -I have done zero homework and I am 100+ assignments behind.
          
          -My mental health got really bad before it got better and now I’m in a mental limbo.
          
          -I think I might have ADHD.
          
          -Currently isolating for ten days because someone in my immediate family had a covid test come back positive, literally this morning.
          
          -Got really into politics and philosophy for a month or two, so now I have different views on those (Socialist, edging into communist with anarchism also being something I agree with).
          
          -BLM, fucking completely.
          
          -Biden is better than Trump, that doesn’t make Biden good though.
          
          -Things I’ve gotten into since the last update:
          •Starkid Musicals
          •RDR2 
          •Transformice
          •Facial Features (Drawing, digitally)
          •Hannibal, a lot. It’s so fucking good.
          •DreamSMP
          •More that I’m forgetting
          
          A lot has changed, a lot has stayed the same.
          
          I hope you all stay safe and are being happy, healthy and hot as fuck. You’re all baddies.
          

Howdy, some facts since it’s been mONTHS:
          
          ~Gay af
          
          ~We finally started creative writing in English and it’s actually pretty fun
          
          ~I’ve been having a really bad episode of insomnia recently 
          
          ~My art teacher really likes me, I’ve been doing a lot of extra work though (like a body positivity page, a page on the oppression of gay people, a wip study of Michelangelo’s work) and now I’m an A which is super good for my year (grade to any American folk)
          
          ~I entered a writing competition with a story about a bard (very much so based on Jaskier from The Witcher, Netflix Show) and his day to day life. Don’t think I’ll win but it got me out of my writers block for a little while
          
          ~Speaking of writing, my writers block has been especially bad this last few months, my motivation is non-existent (it’s to the point where I purposefully procrastinate to avoid writing) 
          
          ~I’ve not written on Wattpad in a while except for some unreleased headcannons for Merthur which is like... 15,000 words long.
          Would y’all like me to release that? 
          
          ~I have been on Ao3 a LOT more recently, I’ve been looking at more ships as well, like; Geraskier, Revisiting Elio x Oliver, Revisiting Jarchie and Reddie is so amazing. Ao3 is a lot... grittier than Wattpad, I must say though.
          
          ~That’s enough for now.
          
          Have a good day/night!

Howdy y’all, (I’m official southern now, lol jk  but like saddle up buckaroo fr) lil facts about me because it’s a few weeks into school:
          
          •Bi af and it’s killing me
          •School’s pretty alright, teachers like me (I’m a teachers pet haha, no but for real authority scares me)
          •Writer/Art block is really killing me because I’m taking art full time now and I’m trying to join novel writing class (hopefully I get in)
          •My mental health is best when I’m alone (no surprise there) But it is slowly getting worse as school goes on
          •But like no jokes, I am about to stop living 

Howdy y’all, so School starts tomorrow and I thought I’d make a small update thing:
          
          •I’m bi
          •I’m obsessed with Sherlock
          •Benedict Cumberbatch is the best person ever, you can’t change my mind
          •Writer’s block is becoming less and less of a problem  
          •I’m probably gonna be in most of my classes with Maya (She’s my best friend of 8 years and we cause chaos when placed in the same room)
          •I’ve only had 5 social interactions with people (that aren’t my family) in the entire summer holidays
          •I’m still prepared to commit not living 

I just realised that if my mum was allowed on my phone without me knowing or overseeing then I’d be fUCKED- The amount of smut I have on here is unreal 
          

omg a fellow overwatch player. i thought I would never see the day

Over 100 people are following me and I’m confused to why
          

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