RandomPea

I FINALLY finished all my schoolwork. Time to go on a Wattpad writing spree.

Amxer_

Hey RandomPea?
          
          Is it okay if I rant to you?
          I just don't really know who to talk to, especially because I'm too scared to talk to my school counselor..
          
          If you don't want me to, that's okay.
          I just wanted to ask permission, because I don't want to seem like a prick..
          
          Sorry.

RandomPea

@Bionic_Spring Sorry I keep replying so late, I have school projects and my citizenship test coming up in May, but I'm still here. I'll contact you through Wattpad's private messages.
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Amxer_

You know, I would ask you to do that but..
            I don't know what my parents would think.
            I'm afraid that they will start ignoring me, as shitty as that sounds and I'll just be stuck in a worse position than I was before.
            My damn anxiety is making me feel horrible.
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RandomPea

Oh, it’s okay. Turns out I’m only a year older than you, and oh am I surprised. Do you want me to set you up with my therapist? She’s a good one, if you want to.
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RandomPea

So I'm writing something, and I'm too scared to show it. I don't know, should I? Should I just keep it to myself? Should I upload it here as some shitty book with a predictable plot? I honestly don't know. @Silent_Day is my only emotional anchor, and I never even met them.
          
          Silent, are you reading this? Please message me. I... need someone who'll listen, and you're better than my IRL friends.
          
          I already have a therapist, and am probably selfish for asking, but please?
          
          I sound desperate, aren't I?

Amxer_

Aw, no problem!
            
            This reply just made my day-
            I had a hard time at school.
            TwT
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RandomPea

I’m sorry for replying so late, but life got in the way. You’re too nice for a person like me, Silent; but I thank you anyways.
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Amxer_

Dear RandomPea,
            
                I just noticed this message and I'd like to show that I am reading this. In my opinion, if you think that the  writing is personal, and you don't feel comfortable sharing it, then don't force yourself to do it.
                If it's part of a book, and you don't think you put enough work on it...then don't worry!
                 Everybody has their moments where they can't think straight, so please do not stress out. If I could, I would probably hug you and tell how perfect you are, but alas I am only a person behind a screen.
                 So, if you are reading this. Take a deep breath and think about it carefully. Whatever choice you do I will support!
            
              Sincerely,
                       Silent_Day
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RandomPea

Guys, do you still like me?

RandomPea

Thank you. It’s just that my mind is SEVERELY underdeveloped when it comes to emotions, so I’m riddled with uncertainty and doubt all the time.
            
            Thanks for the reassurance
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Amxer_

Of course!
            You're an amazing person, you should never doubt that we would get tired of you.
            :)
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SmolToastedBuns

Hello?

RandomPea

@ImDepressed89 Yeah, I only need to come out of the PANtry and I'll be fine. Thanks
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SmolToastedBuns

@RandomPea Are you okay?
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RandomPea

@ImDepressed89 Yes?
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RandomPea

And here’s the thing.
          
          Alex, Will, Deena = Bisexual
          Ben = Asexual
          Jax = Gay+Transgender
          (Another) Alex = Gender fluid
          Imaiyah = Straight Ally
          Payton, Kael (kale) = Homophobes, but respect and don’t say anything