RandomWolfCreature

Well then today I must have been very motivated because I managed to plot out most of what I want to happen in the new story I'm doing (I still don't have a name sorry). Plus I have ideas for a second book and I haven't started the first one??? Like why am I doing this. I can barely write one book 

So you know how I said I'd be uploading more often? Well apparently I lied. I've just got no motivation for them at the moment. I might stop writing one but I'll probably continue innocent at a later date as I don't hate that one. The wrong mating just got so dark and I'm not really in the position to write about it without it becoming awful. So maybe if anyone wants to just continue where i left off you can? Just let me know and I'll leave a link so people can find it or something. If it gets huge demand I might continue it but it's not that original tbh so I don't think anyone will mind too much lol
          
          However, I am excited to say I have a new story idea. So I'm working on that. I don't want to post it till it's finished tho because I've proven I can't stick to a schedule to save my life  I haven't decided if I'm gonna post it on here when (if) it's done but I'll keep you updated. 

Okay I'm gonna be doing some editing on my stories cos they seemed to get really dark and I'm not sure if I'll be able to portray what I want to. Rather than present it badly in gonna be editing the stories so the storylines will be different slightly. However I feel this is much better than abandoning the stories. I'm going to start with innocent for now and I'll let you know when I will start others

I've literally had 4 and a 1/2 hours sleep so I'm exhausted, because I was too stressed. Seriously, I promised I tried to sleep. Then I just had a panic attack for like 30 mins and honestly I haven't felt this bad in almost a year so I thought I'd gotten better and wouldn't have to feel this way again. Not to mention this mental breakdown or whatever just triggered really bad thoughts like 'I'd rather die' and I feel kinda pathetic that this is all caused by a zoom call. I don't actually care if anyone reads these it just calms me down to write down how I feel. 

This is basically a rant and I can't guarantee it makes sense:
          
          I should be sleeping coz I have (online) school tomorrow/ later today but I'm too stressed over zoom calls. My poor anxious self can't handle being on video chat with close friends/family never mind random classmates and teachers. Screw this. I'm debating just ignoring them but I don't wanna get in trouble either. 
          Aren't like video calls an invasion of privacy or something? Like I don't wanna show everyone my room. I like my privacy and this just really gets on my nerves coz it's my safe space, but it's no longer "safe" if u get what I mean. Plus, I can't really go anywhere else coz otherwise my family will be walking in and out of the camera being noisy. Not that its much different in my room but, yeah. 
          
          Sorry I just really needed to rant. Does anyone else feel like this? Like I understand that they're trying to find ways to work from home and we can't really be going to school but it's really fucking with my mental health.
          I don't think I'm the only one who feels like this as well. My friend mentioned it as well and that it made her feel stressed so yeah. 
          

Happy New Year!! 
          Let's make 2021 better than 2020 and have a better year.

Hello, everyone. I know not all of you celebrate Christmas however I want to wish you a great day, whether you celebrate it or not. I know this year has been very chaotic and it's probably not going to improve yet but I wish you the best.

I edited some parts of Innocent (including Jack's age, which is now 18, not 17), but it shouldn't affect the story line. Also a new chapter is up. I'll try to do some more work on The Wrong Mating soon. 
          Hopefully no more huge breaks from writing occur.

I'm finally back. I'm gonna be writing- and probably publishing- some new chapter tonight. I also want to edit some parts of my book, this shouldn't change the story line; I'll just be correcting SPaG errors.

Sorry I haven't been active recently, but I think i'm gonna start uploading new chapters soon. Thanks for being patient while I sorted out things. I have felt a lot better after taking a break from my stories and now I'm ready to write again