Random_Person485

Hi there to everyone, I wanna be respectful, but that's not really how I know she would've wanted it.
          	
          	But sorry, this account will not be posting anytime soon(Though I'm sure you could've guessed). The user, who I will keep anonymous as they would've wanted, had tragically passed a year ago from this very day.
          	
          	Sorry to announce so late, it has been a year since they last gave this phone to me. For their own respect, I wanted to give it to their family, they had declined saying that this was what she wanted. The way she jokingly told me that if she didn't bounce back soon then I'm trusted to tell her followers that the fanfics are all discontinued. 
          	
          	I never really touched this phone ever since then. Just charging it whenever it got low, but I always hear the notifications of what she should've seen and not me. I've had this nagging in the back of my mind and I think this is a good time to close it off.
          	
          	I'm sorry, really, to anyone hoping to see them coming back, and I'm sorry if that last part made it seem like a trauma dump but I hope you understand.
          	
          	I hope you rest in peace, Random_Person485.

Ektonyxx

@Random_Person485 Oh, wow. I didn't expect to check my notifications and see this- I didn't know them personally aside from a few comments under fanfics but I'm still shocked and I hope her family is doing well </3 
          	  o7 I'm glad I got to interact with them at all and hope they rest in peace.
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Random_Person485

Hi there to everyone, I wanna be respectful, but that's not really how I know she would've wanted it.
          
          But sorry, this account will not be posting anytime soon(Though I'm sure you could've guessed). The user, who I will keep anonymous as they would've wanted, had tragically passed a year ago from this very day.
          
          Sorry to announce so late, it has been a year since they last gave this phone to me. For their own respect, I wanted to give it to their family, they had declined saying that this was what she wanted. The way she jokingly told me that if she didn't bounce back soon then I'm trusted to tell her followers that the fanfics are all discontinued. 
          
          I never really touched this phone ever since then. Just charging it whenever it got low, but I always hear the notifications of what she should've seen and not me. I've had this nagging in the back of my mind and I think this is a good time to close it off.
          
          I'm sorry, really, to anyone hoping to see them coming back, and I'm sorry if that last part made it seem like a trauma dump but I hope you understand.
          
          I hope you rest in peace, Random_Person485.

Ektonyxx

@Random_Person485 Oh, wow. I didn't expect to check my notifications and see this- I didn't know them personally aside from a few comments under fanfics but I'm still shocked and I hope her family is doing well </3 
            o7 I'm glad I got to interact with them at all and hope they rest in peace.
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Random_Person485

Why am I taking so long? you may ask, I'm having troubles with life existence and the fact that literally every single person in the dsmp do have a tendency to sure or repeat stuff and I have to actually try include that into dialogue whole trying to make it still look casual

Random_Person485

@Random_Person485 **stutter
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Random_Person485

Also a question, should I make my very first reader insert? I've had one of my irl friends request me doing a mha x therapist!reader(⁠θ⁠‿⁠θ⁠)
          
          The idea may sound stupid my all of my others ones are basically the same in stupidity anyways¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Random_Person485

@Random_Person485 I just noticed that there's a mistake here in the last message o.0
            **stays
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Random_Person485

And also if y'all really do want this to happen then just say so, and y'all get to choose wether or not this is gonna be a harem or reader starts single even in another life(hehe.. relatable;-;)
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Random_Person485

But then since you were already a 20-year old when you died(yes I know, pathetic;-;) you were way smarter, so you decided since you already had experiences dealing with mentality(*cough cough*including your own *cough cough*) as well as being obsessed with all kinds of mental animes that made you do so much research, why not!
            
            And soon enough you become a good enough therapist to even be recognized by many schools but more importantly, UA.
            And before you know it, BAM!! you are hired to be a school therapist for UA:D
            
            Yes this is pretty stoopid
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Random_Person485

Had anyone just yk, been confused with the dsmp lately.
          And no I ain't leaving the fandom, I'm already far enough! but like- is this what grief feels like?? I don't wanna be too insensitive of mentioning him but- after Techno's death things just led to one thing and another and ask the sudden my only cooling mechanisms are going to shambles and it's kinda reflecting onto me.
          my motivation is at the brink of death, my routine in all over the place, I can't get a hold of myself without shaking out of nowhere and having my hands and feet be as cold as ice.
          
          I'm just so out of it. butt I'm pretty sure sooner or later- much, much later- things should be changing(but that ain't my bank acc)

AwesomePAnKAke7

@Random_Person485 it's totally fine:)
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Random_Person485

@AwesomePAnkAke7 and I might've thought my supposed trypophobia, anxiety, (past) depression, trauma was enough this just further proves I need therapy :))
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Random_Person485

@AwesomePAnkAke7 albeit grief and death isn't too uncommon in my life is certainly taken chunks of my mental health (thankfully) temporarily. but I'll just end up moving on one point or another but that doesn't change the fact that I still can't handle change even if it's something small like deleting a game I've played for a month or the death of someone I've looked up to the moment I saw them
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Random_Person485

Well idk why but I'm compelled to explain what those other fonts are when I make my authors notes.
          
          Basically it's the 6(there's a 7nth too but she's barely showing up) imaginary characters that I've talked to ever since my childhood.
          
          One time when they stopped showing up as I start to "grow up" I made them in gacha once, forgot them, found them, remade them and then Bam! I've got my very first oc's

Random_Person485

Anyone else agree that one punch man is basically just crack treated seriously fic and the mc's op.
          
          Like I'm pretty sure Saitama literally punched a whole in the fabric of reality just because he wanted to in the manga (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)