•𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐧𝐢𝐨 ━ ♡

38 pills and something that said it was poisonous did not work   i am sorry. i am sorry for waisting your time. for getting you worried. i am truly sorry.
          
          Haha. My body feels like shit. It hurts a lot. I haven't told my family. And I have almost feel on my face over 5 times now. And it hurts to breathe. But, I'm ok. 
          

Hey, it's me. I know you guys are most likely not to read this. However I care about a lot of you guys that added me, especially my unnie @MisakiSakuya because she is really nice to me. I know this is stupid, but, I am attempting an overdose. I am just grabbing a bunch of different pills and swallowing them, hoping it ends me. I know it seems I want attention, but, I just wanted to let those who care know about this so they don't think I forgot them. I hope you all live a good life, tha you are all successful. And that you are all happy :)
          
          I regret this. But, I am doing it. Please, don't bother crying over me. Just knowing there where people who cared about me is good enough. 

And this isn't the first time it's happened, it's been happening since I changed room (one of my relatives let our house, so I got a new room). In my old room it wasn't much different, but it was better. I kept seeing eyes watching me at night, I saw a woman's face in the dark. And a man that seemed to have a rabbit mask too. However, most they did was just watch. They never did much of anything except watch. Unlike in my new room, which I already mentioned of the noises. Including that, I had mentioned before how I keep waking up with scratches and bruises. In the shower, I keep hearing my dad calling my name, over and over. And this has stopped happening lately, but when it was still happening a while ago, I remembered how I was about to respond, before I remembered. I shower between 2:30pm-3:30pm. But, my dad comes from work after 4:50pm. It has been worrying me lately, because along with that, I keep seeing something following me. Like, a hand and body, always behind me when I'm not with someone else. I want to tell my parents, but I'm afraid they'll say I'm just making it up. And I don't want that. What do I do? (2) 

I Honestly think I'm going insane. I don't know why, but I keep getting the feeling that something is watching me. Along with that, whenever I'm alone in my room (at night) I keep hearing light knocking on the door, and sounds of something walking up and down the stairs. What confuses me more is that to get to the stairs you need to open a door, but the walking simply starts out of nowhere. I also started hearing voices yesterday. It was around 12:32pm, when I heard my dad's voice, my aunts, and my grandma's voice. Which didn't make sense, because they were all asleep (I had gone to the bathroom earlier, which is how I knew they were sleeping). Along with that, when I paused the video I was watching and took off my headphones to try and listen to the conversation, I realized it didn't sound like they were speaking normally. It instead sounded like letters where simply being said without thinking, like, this; "whaandhiah". I kept trying to listen, but after a few seconds it stopped, and went back on being quiet. I put my headphones back on and just watched the video, however I still felt like something was outside my room. (1) 

Anyways i think i have developed a phobia of earth worms and worms overall and i have developed trauma due to worms and i cant get it out of my head i cant stop thinking abt it i need help or something to distract me cus it isn't getting out of my head and i feel traumatized i will never be able to go outside anymore i saw a worm when i was going out side and i had to hold in the most blood screeching scream i have ever felt i was ganna do simply because the neighbors were there i was traumatized i literally saw a stick and it sorta looked like a worm i am telling you the way i literally jumped up and Almost feel back due to fear i cant stop thinking abt ot and ugh i idk what to do and its terrifying me i have never felt so much fear in my life i dont know what to do i got so scared i cant stop thinking abt it and i feel like i am going to DIE if i see another worm even 1 feet near me

Uk shits getting real messed up when even ur phone doesn't want to load something bad for ur mental health even when internet and everything is working

I managed to get into my account on the app again

i NEED someone to tell me an app to read bl/gay manga/manhwa PLEASE ill DIE if i dont get one SOON

Guys i will be using (or try) my alt account for a while! This will only happen while i cant log into this account on the app

I got a problem going on, i accidentally deleted wattpad and it says i cant log in because my password is wrong! I reset it already around 2-3 times and i can only log in online with google! If someone knows how to help please do!