Writing my Beelzebub reader-insert fanfic was the best feeling in the world, to be honest. I'd love to write it again, but alas.. I'm nothing but an empty shell. I think my anxiety's gotten worse, I can't write because there is not a day where my mind is at peace, I can't write without a clear head. Not to mention my insomnia as well. It's currently 2:06 am, and I fear dropping my phone and *attempting* to go to sleep because it's at nights like this where my demons just won't shut up about every single damn thing that's wrong with me.
But really, I wanna write again. I want to be okay again. These days I keep losing interest over the things I used to love doing.
I want to feel again.