I can never tell you how I really feel for you, every time I find a way I repent for fear of arousing your indifference and your anger, I keep my feelings as you yourself asked me to do it. but nevertheless day dealing with day to do it but I run a enerme problem is that although denies that and still try to hide I still love you. knowing that your or my not feel the least of appreciations. and maybe that's what makes me regret ever tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you. but as to forget all those feelings if it would try to lie to the Heart and that is something that will never happen simply because no one can deceive a heart in love and that often makes us more harm.

perhaps these words are bothering you and you hate me but plowing is what saved my heart led