Raven_Named_Aven

im back bitches

Raven_Named_Aven

have you ever cried? like for no reason at all. you just sat down and started thinking, those thoughts slowly start clouding your mind and suddenly you can’t tell what’s true or not? those thoughts going from “my friends actually like me and enjoy my company!” to “they’re probably using me or are just being nice and i took it too far by calling them a friend. why am i so damn clingy? they probably have better things to do than deal with my annoying ass…”
          
          i honestly hate having those thoughts because i’ll accidentally show them with my expressions. i really need a hug, someone to tell me that i’m doing alright and that they are by my side at all times… life is unnecessarily painful. there are good days but it’s harder to remember those ones because the bad days always come and follow you reminding you that life and  happiness is temporary and sadness is permanent. death and loneliness is inevitable. 
          
          i wanna die but i don’t want to have people depressed because i ended it all to early… but then again they’ll move on and for get about me. they’ll forget about the burden of being my friend or being related to me. they’ll probably never even visit me at my grave, let alone remember that im gone.
          
          nobody will remember me. over 7 billion people and nobody would care if one died right now…

Bangtan_Ocean

@uwupancakemochi Yes, I have such thoughts a lot.
            
            Sending you hugs. (づ ◕‿◕ )づ
            
            You are doing just great! I believe that your friends ain’t annoyed with you and probably love you. 
            
            Also, remember dear, there is and would always be someone that cares about you and your well-being. ♥︎♥︎♥︎
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