It feels like something has come back to shine in my life. I got back with someone, when we were apart for 6 months. We were together for a year and half before that. And I'd just been so depressed. Like... I didn't want to do anything. Except cry and sit in my room. I know I tried dating my best friend at the time. But that didn't work out. I thought I knew what I wanted. But my ex was just that. Everything I wanted. He was a strict, uptight asshat at the time, yes. But he was mine. And I was his. And I was happy. Then it disappeared for 6 months. Now, I feel like that dark cloud has left. Everyone says to make yourself happy. I tried. When I lost him as my boyfriend, I realized he was my bestest friend. He was always there for me, bringing me sweets, or taking me out to get them. Always tried to make time for me, even with a strict schedule. He'd send cute texts, and make faces to make me smile. And he'd make sure I was taken care of before going to bed usually. I'm glad to have him back in my life.
