Ravens_Diaries04
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Honestly It Seems Like A Never Ending Nightmare
A Mere Sight I Can't Escape
A Terror That Bleeds Me Dry
Sometimes I Wish You'd Say You Love Me Back
Or Even Let You Keep Fading Like Everyone Else
I Came Back To Writing...
Can You See?
But The Truth Is...
This Isn't Me
Oh If I Could Got Back
To A Time Where I Wasn't Such A "Freak"
A Time Where I Might Have Ran Back
A Time Where I Would Have Begged
But No
That's Not Me
If People Wish To Go Then I Shall Let Them
Why Fight For People Who Gave Up On Me?
Or No Longer Desire My Presents Once More
Not A Day Goes By That I Don't Look Back
Maybe I Shouldn't Have Move Forward
Or Even Stayed Back
I His Prisoner
And I Her Treat
The Days I Wish I Could Cry
The Day I'm Free I'll Drive Anywhere And Everywhere
I'll Follow My Dreams
I No None Will Follow
Will I See You For A Last Time
As We Wish Each Other Goodbye
Once My Lover
To My Hater
To I Being This Lost Loner
To You Fading Away
As I Stand With No Hand To Hold
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Should I keep writing...?
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Hey its been awhile since I posted anything =~="
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I'm so sick an tired of all the constant bullshit I'm getting...
Why in God's name am I still holding on to any bullshitting hope at this point, I must be the dumbest piece o shit around!
Why can't be just let me be alone?
Why can't people get that I can't feel anything!?
I'm in pain and all I wanna do is free myself.. And I dont wanna or just cant tell anyone cause everything in me stops me
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You pass boundaries
You take my broken heart
Trapping it once more-
Stop!
I can't be saved from my brokenness
Stop getting closer...
Please stop...
Nobody knows what's going on...
Nobody I can cry to...
Out of bitter fear-
Don't look at me that way
Don't speak to me that way
To many people want
What I am not ready to give
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What the hell should I do...
Love scares me
The way people look at me
I know they want me...
Trust me you don't want me
A girl with scars
Inside
And out
Damaged soul
And a broken heart
Numb
Love
Hate
Pain
What do I do-
I don't know what it's like
To have such strong feelings
For another human
I forgot how to feel that
I can sense it
But what do I do?
But stand there-
Never love me
Never desire to with me
Trust me your better off without me
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Chained down
Unable to mutter a word
Scared to say
What's going on in my head
Secrets buried inside-
What kind of friend am I?
A girl who hides the pain
Hides the torment
Slowly tearing away
Slowly fading away
But that's okay ^w^
I may act fine
And I promise I am
But I'm not okay
I'm not all good
Broken hearts
Damaged souls
Lost beings
Can I die yet-
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I never thought I could be afraid of who I am
The girl I once knew was strong
Beautiful
Kind
Loving
She was so much more...
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I close my eyes
Out of fear of facing all the truths
I've tried to hide inside
Having to accept every outcome
Having to figure out emotions
That seems so complex from my harsh past
Relationships
Friendships
Family bonds
All seem numbing-
What purpose might I have
To people full of beauty
Hearts Of Gold
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Do you ever feel like
If you don't act a certain way
People will questions
So you fake a smile
You laugh along side them-
You ever feel like you must do something
To please someone
Cause of the power they hold of you-
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I feel like a prisoner in my own mind
A captive in my own kingdom
A lost soul watching their body
Moving all on its own-
No one would miss her
No one needs her
No one loves her
What could they love..?
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Everythings okay-
Breathe...
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Stop trying to fix me
Like I'm some broken toy
Stop saying you care
Between all your bullshit lies
Go away
I know I'm broken
I know I'm hurting
I know I'm dying
I wanna feel normal
I wanna be me...
Whoever she may be-
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I never realized how broken I am... I can't feel my emotions I feel numb most of the time... I'm lost in a sea of darkness-
Why do people treat me like some broken toy..?
Some item that needs fixing before they just toss it out-
Why life be like that?
I fell in love
And then got broken
I made friends
And they kept fighting
I tried to help everyone
I guess you could say fix...
And I'm sorry...
You aren't a broken toy
Your my friends
Family...
I'm just lost...
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUSENVq5YEA
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Love seems so complex
So many rules
A rules and not enough warnings
At some point in my life I think I fell in love
But lost in a matter of seconds
At some point I realized
That when I let it go
It took a huge part of me along with
My inspiration for drawing
My passion for writing
My inner being
To darkness came
Took over so much...
I don't want it...
I don't think I can handle it
I'm too weak to let anyone into that part of me
Out of sheer fear of giving them the pain I carry
The fear of not being enough
Or them getting to close
And I push them far-
Love
I don't know what it feels like
I forgot
But how...?
Where did it go...
https://youtu.be/pHfE0xgc2tE